Afraid.

I’m afraid to make mistakes.

I’m afraid I’ll be alone forever.

I’m afraid to be with you for the wrong reasons.

There were times when I was married that I thought I wish he would leave me. I’m afraid I’ll have that thought about you one day.

I’m afraid that one day I’ll feel stuck or trapped.

I’m afraid to lose you.

I’m afraid that sex has gone and confused everything and neither one of us know which was is up.

I’m afraid we’ll never speak the same language even though we both think we’re doing exactly that.

I’m afraid to date other people.

I’m afraid if I don’t date other people, I’ll always feel as if I missed out on something.

I’m afraid if I don’t date other people, I’ll always wonder “what if?”

I’m afraid I’ve read too many romance novels and ruined myself.

I’m afraid to trust myself.

I’m afraid I’ll always question my feelings.

I’m afraid I’ll never be able to make up my mind.

About anything.

I’m afraid I’ll feel depressed and anxious forever.

I’m afraid things will never be the way they were.

I’m afraid I’ll never feel carefree again.

I’m afraid I’m losing my best friend.

I’m afraid I’ve already lost you.

All because I’m too afraid.

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2 Responses to Afraid.

  1. Debbie W says:

    Fear can be mind numbing sometimes. This I know to be true, so I like to think of this quote I read once and have kept with me since then…..it helps to remind myself that I don’t want to be a prisoner of fear.

    Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.
    Jim Morrison

  2. rory says:

    Jesus.
    Don’t be such a skairdy-cat.

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