Monthly Archives: February 2010

Do you have anything to say?

Yes!! I’m heartbroken and devastated. I’m scared and have no idea where to go from here. The future seems dark and desolate and desperate without you in it. I don’t want to live without you. I’m in love with you. … Continue reading

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More of the same.

This fear is stifling. Seriously, I am overwhelmed with fear. It surrounds my heart and settles heavily in my stomach. It makes me nauseous. And anxious. And angry. I keep telling myself I’ll be all right. To relax. You’ll be … Continue reading

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Weird.

A few minutes ago, my husband knocked on the door to the bedroom, the same one we shared just four days ago, and asked if I needed anything from the store. And after I politely said “no, thank you” and … Continue reading

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A strange sense of peace.

I no longer have to worry if he cares, if he’s interested, if he loves me. If he’s happy. I no longer have to worry about who he’s with, or who he’s texting. I no longer have to feel the … Continue reading

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They have one thing going for them.

I don’t like Birds of Paradise and I don’t like this photo. But I sure would like to take all those colors and plaster them over the walls of our apartment. It’s February 10th, peeps. I feel like this year … Continue reading

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While many of you “enjoy” the snow…

It’s more rain for us here in southern California. I should be getting ready to leave for a book club meeting (that doesn’t sound as lame as I think it does… does it?), but when the camera stood up and … Continue reading

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Bottoms up.

Blogging through the crazy. One inappropriate pill-pushing picture at a time. I don’t know what I expected when I started this blog. I remember hoping that people would find me at least marginally entertaining and maybe, possibly, feel moved to … Continue reading

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